Short

Alright so this is just going to be a quick little post since I will be writing over 1000 words tomorrow so dont expect alot Im not gonna stay up till midnight and write because I am already really tired and I have to get up early tomorrow so I'll just do it during the day at some point Im starting to feel really excited for this I can't wait. Alright I told you this would be short so see ya

Just Writing

Crap I have been really bad about posting recently I dont know why I keep forgetting but its too late now to worry about it. Well nanowrimo is coming up in a little over 24 hours and Im really freaked out I have never attempted to write that many words. I dont wanna talk about that any more so lets talk about halloween. I am going to a haunted corn maize and I am really freaked out I have never been in one and alot of people I have talked to said its really scary I guess its a good thing if I cant sleep that night because then I can start writing my novel at midnight Im trying to decide it I should start at midnight or actually get some sleep so Im not super tired the next day Ill just have to wait and see how I feel. my story is going to be awesome I hope. I am such a hypocrit I just said I didnt want to talk about it anymore and here I am talking about it again well I better go study for my sociology exam so sayonara or さよな

Words and Mini Sagas

So I am in big trouble. I havent posted anything since wednesday and today is sunday. Not good at all Mr. A is going to be upset. But the only thing I can do I guess is just write this now and not worry about the past. So nanowrimo has been on my mind recently. I am kinda nervous for it I have an idea but I dont really have any characters I have what the character is going to do but nothing for who the character is I need to start looking at people around me and base my character off of those people I observe. I really hope I finish my novel it would be so awesome I have told some people that I am going to write a novel and they all want to know what its about but Mr. A told us not to tell anybody what its about so it kills me everytime someone askes what its going to be about. I suddenly got the erge to write a few mini sagas so I'm going to do that here I go.

He went running into the house and took cover just in time before the flash bang went off. He stood and fired a few rounds into the enemy soldiers two went down but the third got him before he could fire back. What a hacker charlie said to the screen.

You have to go to school and get an education for a job you have to get a job for money so you can take care of your family you have to take care of your family so you can be a part of society welcome to the world

More Mini Sagas

I can't do this he said to himself what if I mess up they will all laugh at him it's just a stupid presentation just do it he begin to sweat excessively just talk to them about the topic after all they are just 2nd graders what could possibly happen here

Mini Sagas

I go running through the woods with not a care in the world. The smell of the dirt and trees fill my nose. I am going to climb that tree and not fall out this time. I grab the branch and lift myself up until I have reached the top.

The machine came at me from the fiery depths. It's eyes glowing. It walked on all fours like some sick creature. I turn to run only to run directly into another animal machine. It grabs me and doesn't let go. more come from the corner and consume me alive.

I knew the only way to end this was to kill him. I looked at the gun in my hands then turn around and point it at him. He stares at me shocked. "I'm sorry" I say choking back tears. "Wait" he cries. but I had already pulled the trigger.

Blah Blah

Yeah so I really suck at keeping promises I guess. I cant find my freaking note book that has my story in it so i wont be posting it today and i am definitely not going to make it up again like i did in class. Anyway i guess i got to write some mini sagas but i really don't feel like thinking and trying to make it exactly 50 words that is going to take up to much energy at this time of night. So i will do them tomorrow since i only have 1 class tomorrow. I will try to post my story i wrote tomorrow but no promises since apparently i can't do that. So yeah tomorrow, write mini sagas and take notes for sociology that's about my day tomorrow. Hopefully i can sleep in tomorrow that would be awesome i feel like i am saying tomorrow a lot maybe because tomorrow is a big day for me? I don't know i will wait and see what tomorrow brings;) Oh yeah one more thing i dint feel like capitalizing my i's I'm lazy like that. They look better not capitalized anyway.

Japanese words:P

hajimemashite Nick desu doozo yoroshiku onegi shimasu

sushi ga suki desu
ocha ga kirai desu

yoku terebi mimasu
zenzen souji shimasen

shumatsu tomodachi to patti ikimasu demo osake nomemasen
yoru ongaku kikimasu demo shinbun yomimasen

yeah that's right I just wrote in Japanese I feel so awesome right now haha I just felt like writing that for no reason actually it helped me memorize that which is good because I have a test tomorrow so hopefully that goes well. yeah i promise I will post the story I said I would post 2 days ago on my blog tomorrow I promise its going up I don't really have a lot to writ about right now I'm too tired I am going to write some mini sagas tomorrow those should be pretty fun I already wrote one about a machine eating me alive it was pretty epic if I do say so myself and I do so there take that. anyway I a done for today this is already more writing than I planned any way so see ya tomorrow.

Ok yeah I said I would post my writing I did yesterday on here today but I dont feel like copying it all down right now so I will try to do it tomorrow. I really dont like how my story we had to write in class turned out I am considering re writing it but I'm not sure how Mr. A would feel about that. Its probably thinking too much. I should just continue it without thinking maybe i can write the rest of it better. I really need to just let my inner child free on this one. just in time for nanowrimo. I am sooooo scared for this thing I have no idea how I am going to do it 50,000 words is alot of words to write in a month. I keep thinking of how awesome it would be if I did it. I feel so cool after I did it. It's going to be really hard for me to keep a story going for that long. The longest story I think I have ever written was about 5 pages which probably wasn't even that good. so I am really nervous about writing a 50 page paper it will take a miracle to do but its still possible.

Meh.

I already did my writing for today but it was on paper and I don't feel like typing it out right now so I will do it tomorrow.

This Sucks (Never Published)

bleh not sure what to write so i am just writing i am so bored right now what shoudl i do when i get done here maybe i will read more even if it is almost 11:30 at night who cares im used to it now any way i am really looking forward to a break from school already i feel like its already starting to over whelm me and i am about to loose control but i feel like i can keep it going long enough to where i can pull it out of the storm but crying the whole time i dont know if you have ever felt like that but its not really fun i just want it all over with and new things to happen i am sick of the same boring thing one day after another i want adventure something new and exciting well i guess i am going to go read in my awesome hammock its pretty sick dont be jelly i know you are

$20

What if you had a week all by yourself and all you had to live off of was 20 dollars what would you buy? Would you get something like a pizza which is usually under 20 dollars and make it last a week  or would you buy a little something everyday so you would have something different everyday if it were me I would totally go to the dollar store and buy all my food there I could get some type of food for a dollar so I would go and buy a big thing of water bottles and that would be my liquid that I would need so I still have 19 dollars so I still have a couple dollars to spend for each day I think I would get 10 frozen meals and that would be my main meal for the day so that leaves 9 dollars left to spend I would probably go for 5 dollars in chips for something to snack on if I get a little hungry so i still have 4 dollars the 4 dollars I would spend on candy bars so I could have something sweet every once in a while it could also give me energy if I was feel tired. so yeah that is what I would do if all I only had 20 dollars to spend for a week.

Cool Story

So I was walking to one of my classes at Clark today and I passed this car. It was an older car and it was blue with some bumper stickers on it. I'm not sure what kinda car it was i didn't really look. but i did read the bumper stickers the one i remember said "something good is about to happen" i just kinda looked at it and laughed to my self thinking, yeah right nothing good is going to happen but what if it did that would be crazy. i dismissed it from my mind and continued walking to my class I needed to cross the street at one point so I waited till there were no cars coming and i j-walked across the street as i was crossing i noticed a man walking on the sidewalk he was limping he was an older man maybe between 40 and 50 and was black he was a little bit taller than me i kept walking at my normal pace and would soon pass the man due to his limping as i came closer to him he turned around and said " man by the time you get your class i am only gonna be half way down this side walk" i laughed and said i was sorry not really sure what else to say i was going to pass him and keep walking but he decided to continue the conversation he asked me what classes i had and talked about his classes he introduced himself as Marcus we talked a little more and soon we had to go different directions to get to our classes he said it was nice to meet me and said good bye as i walked away i realized how much i actually enjoyed talking to this man and then i remembered the bumper sticker "something good is about to happen" that was the good thing i got to enjoy a nice conversation with a really awesome guy it was kinda crazy how that sticker actually told the truth.

50,000 words? No problem!

Yeah so im having issues with trying to figure out how to write these poems for mr. A. Its being kind a dumb I having a hard time trying to figure out how they are supposed to work i almost used the word cant in that last sentence but Mr. A told us not to use that word any more so I am trying to be a good boy and do what he says. Any way i signed up for nano and i am kind excited for it i never though I would be this excited to write 50,000 words but I am kind excited. i really like my story idea its gonna be crazy its almost like a apocalyptic halo story but its not i didn't get the idea from halo at all I swear i would do that i just kinda thought about halo after i came up the idea but any way ii am really excited to write this story i hope it turns out good and i hope i can get it done in a month that would be crazy maybe get it published that might be a little to cocky but right now i feel like i could do it i guess we will see this november if i can do it.

Nanowrimo Idea!

yeah so I missed my writing yesterday which isn't the first time but it felt a little different this time because I actually had a lot of time in which I could have done it but did so now I got to tell Mr. a that I didn't do it and make him disappointed which I hate doing but any way I think i have more of my novel story idea down so like I said I want to do a post apocalyptic story in which the surface of the world had been destroyed somehow and the remaining humans have to live in a sky city so last time that was all I had but today I thought of more there is this guy who is part of the military or some secret branch of the government who goes down to the surface of the earth after it has been destroyed and either mush collect something from the earth and he gets lost and has to survive long enough to get back to the sky city or have him be sent down to earth to fight off some mutated army left on the surface of the earth I think I am going to go with the last one and maybe incorporate some of the idea from the first one but yeah that the basic idea of my story its going to be awesome!!!!!!!!!!

Ok so I think I might have an idea for my story the the novel thing we have to do I want to do a post apocalyptic story and I was thinking about something along the lines of the surface of the earth was destroyed some how and became uninhabitable so in order for humanity to survive the had to build sky cities where people would live from then on I'm not really sure what the story line will be that goes with that but I think I want to use that as my setting for the whole story I think it would be pretty cool so yeah now I am going to write some poetry lets see what I come up with today


forced pencil moving over the paper
what is to come next
wondering waiting
is it here yet not sure when
wanting it more and more
finally it hits you
I got it quick to write
so it does not escape

wow that was probably the worst poem i have ever written just saying

liger walking home
penguin all alone
they meet for the first time
commit a crime
rob a bank
penguin makes a shank
sent to jail
liger released on bail

that poem was just weird

Some poems and novel ideas with no punctuation because am lazy:P

So i haven't posted a nothing on my blog for the last few days because i wanted to just forget about doing it on a computer for a while and just write down stuff on paper it feels more like writing to me so now i and gonna post the poetry that i have written in the last few days for my writing

As my eyes fall I fall
vision blurry yet clear
I feel like I am floating
am I flying
this can not be possible
I begin to feel heavy
I begin my journey into the abyss
I scream in terror
my eyes shoot open
this was not a dream
but a nightmare

You want to be with it forever
never let it go
protect it and love it
you try to understand what it wants
but get shut out
every chance you get you talk
enjoying every minute
you think its going well
but really nothing is there
you keep hoping for that day
after years it finally comes true
almost unbelievable
you finally succeeded
it finally wants you back
happy forever

her hair blowing it the wind
a few strands touch my face
my heart begins to race
she is so beautiful in the early morning light
just sitting there wanting to say something
but not wishing to ruin the moment
she looks off into the distance
I get lost in her eyes
she begins to smile
not at me
but I smile anyway
she is so beautiful


I shove the door open
here we go again
running as usual
not sure what to expect
do some circles
spin around
look
its not there
go back
come back
look again
now its there
enjoy
head back
what just happened

OK say I am trying to think of what kind of story I want to right for nanowrimo i am realy into the post apocalyptic storys and moviesso i want to write something like that but the problem is its hard to come up with original ideas for storys like that it cant be a zombie one because everybody has done that and it cant be nuclear war or a virus that kills everybody or aliens so i gotta come up with something different that thos idead which is hard to do so i am gonna have to think alot about this maybe i will think of something while i am writing this so should i do how the apcolyse starts and then end when the world is destroyed or start after the apocalypse which will leave you wanting to know how it all exactly went down i'll probably go with that one ok so i have post apocalyptic so now i need to decide how it all happened i will sleep on it and think about it more tomorrow

Guess what? More poetry!

i jump into nothingness

feeling the cold air touch my face

as i free fall the my possible death

my ears hear nothing but white noise

my screams are silenced 

this could be the end 

i pull the string

i am jerked back to reality

it was all a dream

the thunder cracks the sky

lightning flashes like lights at a concert

i can feel the rumble in my chest

nightmares from my childhood come back

its just a thunderstorm i tell my self

it'll all be ok 

and soon it passes

so I just discovered a poet that I think I am going to  like his name is William Blake. I have only read a few of his poems and the are pretty cool. I am going to use one of them for the poem we are supposed to commit to our hearts. Here it is

To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour.

This poem is pretty cool I love it because it takes things that are so big and then puts them in something so small its just kinda cool to think about.

WOOOOOO POEMS!!!!!!

badaba dabdum dee dum booop I am writing random sounds well not really random sounds I was trying to make them sound like jazz but it didnt really work. Hey im going to try and write some poetry now here we go!

birds fly so high
high up in the sky
dont care if I die
as long as I can fly
with the birds in the sky

running through bushes
faster and faster
not slowing down
my lungs are on fire
its catching up
what is it
dont let it get me
I need to go faster
cant keep this up
need air
fall down
gasping for air
then it gets me

roses are red
violets are blue
I hate poetry
so screw you
^
I just had to do that sorry its one of my favorite poems I have every written

silverware crashes to the ground
pain shooting through my body
what happened
I wriggle  in agony
i look at my had
its the lemon

1 2 look its blue
3 4 i feel sore
5 6 pick up chicks
7 8 im late
9 10 I cant think of anything that rhymes with 10

Brain not working
feel it tensing up
not wanting to work
just screaming in pain
let me go it says
I have to force it to work
its a slave to my will
its a brutal life for brain

^^^^^ what they heck does that even mean haha

I feel like my mind is becoming more crazy every time I write something new this is a good thing right?

So yeah its almost 10 o clock and i haven't written anything yet i kinda sorta forgot until now and i really don't want to write about anything i just want to go to bed and fall asleep and stay asleep for a long time i feel really tired like you would after almost drowning after swimming for 5 miles i gotta keep writing even if i just say random words like tofu see i don't even know why i wrote that it was just the first word that popped into my mind i am supposed to be writing poetry right now because Mr. a told us too but i really don't feel like writing poetry at all right now it feels like it would take up too much of my energy that i don't have right now this piece of writing right now is already hard enough i don't even care about punctuation i know i have said that before i just feel lazy about that part but who really cares I'll do it in my other pieces of writing just so i can make the ones who need the punctuation happy so they don't freak out about it and start yelling at me to change it so yeah i have no idea if this is 250 words but i sure hope it is because i really don't feel like writing right now so writing you can go and fall in a deep dark whole for a while at least until tomorrow then we will talk about maybe writing again until then just back off for a while OK?

Poems and Ranting

The air in the sky gets cloudy
the smoke becomes more unbearable
i feel as if deaths hands are wrapped around my neck
but then the feeling goes away
i don't feel like i am drowning anymore
life becomes a happy sunny day
the birds are chirping once more
its a brand new day

head moving to the beat
feeling free
with no worries
wanting to have a good time
you only live once
so have fun while you can

so my brain cant really think of anything poetic right now so I'm just gonna free write I guess so here goes so I started Japanese this year at Clark and I'm not really sure how i feel about it so far its not really hard right now but I'm afraid it is going to get alot harder as I go on which I guess would happen with any language but Japanese is one of the hardest languages to learn so I'm not really sure what i was think when i signed up for it I wasn't think probably but its too late now so yeah I think I am going to like it its kinda fun knowing a different language especially one like Japanese since hardly anyone knows it so you just start saying stuff and nobody will even know so yeah that all I have to Say today so ill talk to you later

P.S. sorry about the punctuation i just didn't feel like doing today so deal with it I'm a writer i can do whatever I want :P

More Poems!

So here I am.
Mind blank.
nothing happening but simple keystrokes.
what am I doing
living on this earth.
animals breathing.
humans breathing.
the air is fine.
the sky is clearing.
the ground is wet.
how is this possible?
life is amazing.
not sure what to do with it.
but it goes on.
worrying will do nothing.
so keep going.
life keeps going.

what speaks to me?
the words on a page.
or the meaning behind the words.
how do I know?
is there a way?
will I know when I read it.
or will it take time,
who knows?
I'll just have to wait.
and find out.

here we go again.
on a mind roller coaster.
going up then down
doing loops
then feeling sick.
wanting it to be over.
but enjoying it at the same time.
starting to relax.
before you know it.
its all over.